I know that feeling. Try to focus on what you do and can possibly do in the future, in stead of what you wish you would have done by now.

I saw your post about your new Youtube channel. I also had that moment when I decided to record more hobby stuff, and I think the best advise I can give you is to just start doing stuff, and record it. It's fun as long as you have fun, we are not expecting nor demanding content on a specific topic or on a regular basis. And if you don't want to solder just do something else :)

Thanks for the skulls.

p.s.

If you have the money for it, outsource the video editing, that's the real annoying part :D

These things have their phases... It's times like these I usually do some cleaning/re-organizing, and doing-so seems to help inspire new and/or remind of old project-ideas that percolate 'till the next phase. Thanks for reminding me of this, DaveyD!

And good idea about vid-stuff, a new phase to add to the mix for those moments.

Is it the same soldering iron you picked up when you were 6 :) ? Often I find my motivation in a cup of coffee, or two, or three, ... :). Sometimes it feels like my weekends turn into a routine because of the project and stuff I have to do around my house. What helps here is a great California whether. Come to California :), any time.

Time for some vacation! Preferably somewhere with lots of sun.

Vacation is blocked until june or july... watersport season is starting soon and we have a lot of features to work on.. next highlight might be belgrade. 

That sucks! I always try to book some vacation time in the winter, when I know I will have the worst depression -- and go to somewhere at least a little warm an sunny. Helps a lot.

It's still a great job though. Pretty relaxed timelines, home office is okay. I have the 3d printer at home. Can work from anywhere..winter depression gets me too, but this year I had a flatmate, one of the good ones, that was helpful :)